How Do You Want To Feel

How do you want to feel?

I want to feel alive, joy, energetic, love, light…. I can tell you with 100% confidence that this is how I’m feeling now.  4 years ago, this was not my thought.  3 years ago I started believing more in me, believing that I wanted to change to story of my life, believing that I could heal, believing that I could give hope to others in this world.  I knew that looking 5 years into the future I didn’t want to be stuck in the same place, with the same fears, the same struggles, the same day to day grind.  How do you want to feel and how do you want to live your life?  Are you living it today? Are you taking steps to change your current story?
I believe that we get sucked into the same thing day in and day out.  It’s scary to change the way we do things and what we do and believe in ESPECIALLY if nobody else around us is on the same path.  We don’t want to feel alone, we don’t want to fail, we don’t want others to think we’re “crazy”. But I’ll tell you, if you have a strong reason to change, and you believe in YOU, you believe in what you’re doing, and you don’t stop…you can overcome all of those obstacles that try to block you.  Maybe in a year you’re not where you want to be, but you’re one step closer then if you never took a chance.

Part of my story is I wanted to stop living the pay check to pay check cycle, I wanted to raise my kids and not send them to daycare everyday, I wanted to physically and emotionally feel incredible, I wanted to show people there was a different way, a better way, I wanted to empower moms with the knowledge & resources when their littles were sick or not in a good place.  I didn’t want anyone I knew feeling helpless and alone and out of solutions when their babies screamed everyday.  I wanted my husband to be able to be home more so we could actually be a family and be home at the same time.  I didn’t want to have to worry about struggling to pay for a vacation.  I wanted to be able to give more of my $ and time to those that didn’t have enough. 

TODAY – most of those things I was striving to achieve, I have! AND, now I have an even bigger, more powerful reason to continue to strive for.  I want to show women the possibility in their life and that they can change.  I want to see women who have lost their babes to have as much support & love as possible.  I want women to know that they’re not alone, no matter if they are 20 weeks pregnant or lost a babe a week after they were born, that they are not alone.  It sucks, its gut wrenching, there are no words to explain the grief BUT they will come out on the other side, they will feel joy again, they will be able to breathe and just BE! 

YOU can change your story.  It’s all about starting TODAY.  It’s all about belief, faith, and a desire to change.