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LIFE IS MESSY - LIFE IS HARD - LIFE GOES FROM AMAZING TO THE LOWEST OF LOWS-LIFE ISN’T FAIR
If your life is messy…If you have tough days…it’s NORMAL!
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Ava, my sweet Angel - one day we will meet again! Until then, I know your short life here on earth mattered. You were too precious for life on earth & not a day will go by that I will not think of you. 
AS much as I would love to squeeze you, hold you, stare at your sweet face, kiss you, and would do anything to have you here with us, I know that you are in an incredible place laughing and having the time of your life.
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Life doesn’t always seem fair. Life can throw some pretty awful, maddening, frustrating, sad, heartbreaking things at you no mater who you are. 
I DID EVERYTHING RIGHT when I got pregnant with Ava. I was in one of the healthiest places ever. I was fit. I ate all things you were suppose to eat & steered cleared from all the things that you should when you’re pregnant. My lifestyle was one of the healthiest around. But none of that mattered. My sweet little girl fought hard through my pregnancy & I fought like hell for her. She was born Sept 2 2010 & flight even harder when she was born. Her big brother got to hold her. We got to snuggle her for a moment and then she was gone.
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I don’t know why she was too precious for life on earth. BUT I do know that her brief moment here on earth has forever changed my life. My life has been set o a different course. It has challenged me, it has strengthened me, it has inspired me to live a life of no regrets. Live a life full of love, compassion, inspiration, action. It has made me live life of freedom. It has taught me to trust, to believe I will make it through hard times, to trust that life is bigger then me and my plans. I have learnt to lean on others, to open up, to cry, to laugh, to put my head down & handle it, to find the joy in trouble.
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WE ALL HAVE DISASTER & TRAUMA…what are you going to do about it? Use it as an excuse OR are you ready to be a warrior and move through it?
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Life isn’t happening to you, it’s happening for you! Shift your perception and LIVE YOUR LIFE!!! SHARE IT! SURROUND EACHOTHER IN LOVE & SUPPORT!

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